Josh & Maya[temp title]

Introductions:

Joshua

Maya is the best friend I could ever have. She is the sweetest most caring person I have ever met. I have known her since I was 1 year old. I was there when she was born. My parents died when I was 14 years old, I was to live With Maya until I was 18 or until I felt like it. I’m gonna wait until Maya is 18 so we can live together. I love Maya and I don’t know what I would do without her. She is 2 years younger than me. The awesome thing is that we were born on the same day, December 2cd. I was just born in 1988(She was born in 1990). Maya was the best present I could have ever gotten....we are so close. Like brother and sister. We have this connection that I have never had with anyone else. It’s like we’re able to tell what the other is feeling. It funny though because usually it’s accidental. For instance I’ll be really angry and she’ll walk into my room oblivious to the fact that I’m angry and then she’ll be like “Oh Shit. What’s wrong?” It’s like everything happened so that she would end up finding me, it’s awesome. I’m really blessed to have her. I have always taken are of her through thick and thin, because usually her parents are never home, (just like mine) we always stayed with her older brother, Quinn, when we were little. Now I take care of her, and as much I regret saying this….I’m kind of thankful for my parents’ death, I mean don’t get me wrong I love them but I never really knew them and if it wasn’t for their death I probably wouldn’t be as close to Maya as I am now. The only parents I have ever really known were Quinn and Maya, because we all stuck together when we were little ,we took care of each other as if we were like, helpless.


MAYA
Josh? He is really something. It’s amazing how close we are. He knows how I’m feeling and when I’m feeling it. He backs me up no matter what the consequences are. If I’m being stubborn he doesn’t argue; he just lets me think and come back later to check up on me. The funny thing is we are a little bit different. If you were gonna classify us I would be the “Rocker/Hippie-Indie/Screamo chick” and I guess he would be the same but he is into more Death Metal which I hate. I like bands like Atreyu and Muse.



Getting on with the story….


MAYA
Josh walked into my room as I was getting ready to go meet up with my boyfriend, Elijah.
“Hey, Maya!” He screamed. Startled I screamed and twirled around to look at him angrily.
“Josh, what the hell?” I almost screamed at him. He laughed hysterically.
“That was not funny; can’t you see I’m trying to get dressed” I said addressing the fact that I was in black Capri’s covered with chains and a bra. I turned tomato red, mortified as I realized how racy this bra was.
“I’m used to it by now.”
“Well I’m not. Get out!”
“Okay. But FYI you look like complete slut like that.” I ignored him, pushed him out and slammed and locked my door. I walked in the bathroom that separated Joshua’s and my room. I looked in the mirror at my bra. It was black with red straps and lace on it. Hot Topic is GOD! I need to go shopping again I thought to my self. Remembering why I was in there, “I do not look like a slut!” I screamed. Although he couldn’t hear me because he was blasting some Deicide crap, gosh I dislike them like a lot.
“So the battle begins” I said to myself as I walked into my room. I turned my amp on and pulled out my guitar, full blast. I turned on ‘Thank You for The Venom’ by My Chemical Romance and started playing it. I played uninterrupted for while and I was getting excited as the guitar solo grew closer. As soon as the solo started I turned my amp up with my foot and started playing it. Full out. On the floor, rocking out and everything. It was awesome….
Suddenly the music stopped abruptly and all I could hear was the little sounds coming off my guitar. He turned off my music and my amp. How dare him!
“Excuse you! Could you not see that I was practicing?”
“Truce?” He said wincing at me.
“What?” I said turning around, looking into the mirror. ”Damn it I need to do my hair again.” I said going into my bathroom.
“Hey wait,” Josh said. I turned on my heel to face him. ”Put a god damn shirt on!” ignoring him I went into the bathroom and re did my hair.
I know it may be weird but I have a seriously undying love for my hair. Its five different colors: Black, Pink, Purple, Blue and Red. I love it. Upon fixing my hair I went back into my bedroom and found a corset top that was black and had loops with satiny laces going through them. I put it on and went into Joshua’s room.
“Hey dude! What’s up?”
“Nothing; where is it that you’re going?”
“Elijah’s house”
“Watcha gonna do?”
“I don’t know. He said something about watching a movie.”
“What movie?”
“I don’t know something like SL something rock or something.”
“SLC Punk?”
“Ha ha. Yeah”
“When are you getting back?” He said his face tight, and his lip in a thin line. I recognized this face. Ignoring him I said,” What’s wrong? Don’t deny anything I know you to well so don’t even try.”
“Nothing” was his reply; I could see it in his eyes. He was hurt for some reason.
“I said don’t lie,” I said in a very solemn voice. “I can see the hurt in your eyes. What’s wrong?”
“It’s really nothing….” He trailed off.
I sat down next to him and out my arms around him.
“Do you need me here? I’ll cancel my date”
“No! Don’t do that. I would feel even worse than I do now”
“Hun, you mean more to me than anything. Just say the word and I’m on the phone in an instant.”
“Are you sure?”
“Yeah" Unless you just want to like rest and when I get back we’ll talk.”
“I like that idea better.” He said half-heartedly
“Okay, love” I said with my famous English accent and kissed him in the cheek. He smiled un-convincingly. I looked at him sympathetically.
“Are you completely positive that you want me to leave now?”
“Yes I’m fine. I’m going to go to sleep. Just go and have fun with your boyfriend.” Joshua insisted, pushing me through the door.
“Okay, okay.” I said walking down the stairs as he followed me laughing.
He opened the door for me and pushed me out.
“Hey! Wait! I don’t have my cell phone.”
“Okay, wait I’ll go get it for you.” He laughed through the door.
Five minutess later he opened the door and held my phone out.
“I’ll be home soon.” I said taking the phone from him.
“Okay,” he said closing the door and locking it. ”Bye” he said through the closed door. As I walked to my hot pink convertible Volkswagen bug. I opened the door and looked up to Josh’s window. “Tonight is going to be a very long night” I muttered to myself, knowing that all the while I’d be with my Elijah doing who knows what; but at the same time all I would be able to think about was the miserable look in Josh’s eyes.

Josh
As soon as I was sure Maya had I left I went to take a shower. While I was in there I thought exactly about why I was depressed. I seriously didn’t know. I guess I still wasn’t over the fact that my parents were gone. I know I said before that I didn’t exactly know them, but that was because they were never home. I was always with Quinn and Maya. Yet I still felt their absence. I miss them. I miss them. “I miss them,” I said to myself turning off the shower. I quickly dried off and examined my face. Green red-rimmed eyes, Black medium shaggy hair. My nose and ears the most peculiar. I almost punched the mirror; I was so pissed off at my self. I just took a breath and walked away. I went online, went to Myspace and posted a new blog. It was about how my life was a big pile of denial. I knew I liked her. I couldn’t help it and it hurts me to see her with Elijah. Not that I don’t like him it’s just that I don’t trust him with her heart. Irritated, I signed off. I threw myself on my bed and desperately tried to go to sleep until Maya got home.
“This isn’t working” I huffed.
I sat up angrily. I stared at the wall it’s so still. It doesn’t have to worry about anything. God how dull am I? I lay back on the bed and stared at the ceiling.
“I need to think up a reason to be depressed…. I don’t know why I’m lying to my self. I’m 18, I didn’t know my parents that’s not why I’m sad…..” I though out loud.
Maybe I would tell her the truth. That I was madly in love with her and that I didn’t particularly like her boyfriend. Okay I wouldn’t say it exactly like that but, something to that extent. Feeling better I turned on my Master of the Puppets CD by Metallica. I repeated Master of the puppets like five times because it was Maya’s and I favorite song. The last thing I remember was hearing the phone ring. I ignored it.

The next thing I knew Maya was sitting next to me, studying me intently.
“What?” I said sleepily. She didn’t answer she just blushed and started laughing hysterically.
I looked down realizing that I was still in only boxers.
“Oh. Why is that so different from the way you were parading yourself around the house earlier?” She just looked at me and continued laughing. I realized there was something seriously wrong with her.
“What did you do at Elijah’s house?”
“I. we…ha ha ha….watched movies” she said extremely loud.
“God damn it. How did you get home?” I demanded, knowing that she was drunk.
“I drove….I umm called here but no one answered, so I figured it was okay for me to drive.”
I walked over to my window and looked at her car and saw it almost perfectly parked, just a little crooked.
“Let’s talk about why you’re sad.” She whispered seductively into my ear, putting her hand on my shoulder.
I shook it off and turned to face her. She pushed me against the wall, and was making a horrible attempt to kiss me.
“Maya, get away from me! You have a boyfriend.” I said angrily, though deep inside I was dying. She looked at me with hurt in her eyes and started to walk away.
“Maya, listen. I’m sorry I yelled at you. You know that I would never get that mad at you, but you were being a little dumb. I’m sorry.”
She continued to walk away into the bathroom, bumping into walls and knocking things over on the way, so I went to help her. I linked my arm through hers and helped her walk steadily to her room.
When in her room I helped her get ready for bed. I tucked her into bed and kissed her on the forehead innocently.
“Goodnight, Joshy” She said drunkenly.
“Shhhh, Goodnight” I whispered walking out the door.
I went downstairs and got the phone. I dialed Elijah’s phone number.
“Hello?” he laughed stupidly into the phone.
“Hello. Elijah? It’s Josh.”
“And I know you how?”
“Umm, Maya?”
“Ohh right. You’re like her brother right?”
“Uhhh…sure. Whatever”
“Well, what can I do for you?”
“You got her drunk?! What the hell is wrong with you? Not only that. You let her drive home, drunk! She could have died you fucktard!”
“Yeah well…she didn’t, did she?”
“Oh fuck you. I don’t know what she sees in you, because you’re a freaking crack head”
“Whatever, dude” He concluded hanging up on me.
“GOD!” I said furiously, going up stairs.
When I got to my room Quinn called.
“Hey, little sister! How’s it goin’?” He said when I picked up obviously not knowing who it was.
“Uhhh...Hey Quinn. It’s Josh”
“Oh sorry, just that Maya is usually the only one that answers.”
“Its cool, I just wanted to talk to you about Maya.”
“What’d she do now?” he said sarcastically.
“Well apparently she was with Elijah on their like….date and they were watching SLC Punk and they were drinking….I don’t even know if this is like a big deal or whatever I might be blowing things out of proportion….”
“Dude, just spit it out. You’re scaring me, man”
“She came home drunk, and she drove her self. I mean there was no damage done but she was pretty wasted. It was scary”
“Jesus, she was with Elijah? I never liked that little fucker. Okay well…if she has a hangover tomorrow just give her water and make her food. No pills. Okay?”
“Okay, got it. Thanks”
“Anytime, man. Okay well I got to hit the books. Talk to you later.”
“Okay. Thanks again. Bye” I hung up and layed the phone on my desk next to my bed and went to sleep.

Maya
I woke up with the worst headache ever.
“ughhh” I said opening my eyes then shut them closed, due to the painful amount of light coming in through my bedroom window. I opened them a tiny bit having noticed a big mass of something sitting at my computer desk. It was Josh.
“Mmmmm” I moaned
“Morning Maya” he greeted me unnecessarily loud.
“Jesus, Josh I’m not deaf. Can you talk a little quieter?”
“Why, whats wrong?” he asked, half laughing.
“I think I have a hangover” I said putting a pillow over my ears.
“No Really?” he said sarcastically.
“How’d I get home?”
“You drove, but that’s beside the point.”
“Okay…so then will you explain to me what you’re getting at?”
“Well last night you came home from Elijah’s house extremely drunk. You were being rather….slut-ish. You came onto me and unsuccessfully tried to kiss me.” He said looking me over intently. I could tell that he knew something was emotionally wrong with me.
“Josh,…….” I trailed off, “I don’t know what to say, I’m so sorry” I said in a really depressed manner.
“It’s okay. I Understand that you were seriously drunk, it’s just that sometimes I don’t understand you.” He said sitting down next to me.
“What do you mean?”
“Well, I mean I do get you. But I mean that sometimes you do things that don’t make sense with the you I know. Like the time that you said you got high or something with Elijah and you tripped because your vision was all screwy and like hit your eye with something and you had come home with a black eye. You know?”
“Oh yeah…about that…” I started to say,
“What about it?”
“Forget it, its not important.” I said smiling weakly.
“No. What?”
“Nothing, It’s not important” I repeated.
“Okay. Well I’m gonna go make lunch. Come down if you want.” He said pulling me into a really warm hug.
“I love you” I said quietly into his chest.
“I love you too” he said letting me out of his hug and getting up and leaving. I lay in my bed thinking about what happened last night and how I was supposed to tell Josh that I knew. That I lied to him; I don’t think that I have ever lied to him in my life.
First I needed to call Elijah.
“It’s Sunday, 1:30. Where would he be? Uhhhh….I know, In his basement getting dumber by the second.” I got up and picked up my phone from the desk. I dialed his number quickly and waited impatiently for him to answer.
“Hello?” he answered.
“Hi. I have two things to say to you. What the hell made you think it was okay to let me drive home drunk? I could have died! and two-Just because I didn’t want to have sex with you did not give you the right to make me drunk so you could attempt a pass at me because when I’m drunk, I’m drunk. Not dumb.”
“What? Oh. Baby I’m sorry.”
“No. I’m done with sorry. You need to change your act. I gotta go, I guess I’ll see you tomorrow. Bye.” I hung up, I did not want to hear his reaction. I put my phone back on the desk and sat there for a minute silently, until it started vibrating, the caller ID read Elijah.
“What?”
“You’re not breaking up with me. You little bitch, I don’t care if you hate me. You won’t do it. You don’t have the guts.”
“…..shut up” I said, my voice wavering.
“see? Your to scared to do it.”
“SHUT UP!” I screamed hanging up the phone and throwing it across the room.
I walked down stairs into the kitchen to see Josh at the microwave waiting for it to finish.
Wiping tears from my eyes I said,
“Josh, I thought you were going to make dinner not heat it” I said laughing.
“Oh my god, you’re so funny!” he replied sarcastically turning around “It’s hot chocolate stu- hey, hey…are you okay?”
I approached the kitchen table and sat down.
“Josh, I’m fine, I need to tell you something.”
“Shoot”
“Umm, about last night…… I lied. I did know I just didn’t want to tell you due to the fact that it was mortifying and I thought that you would be angry.”
A grin grew wide across his face upon hearing that.
“You knew, didn’t you?”
“He he yeah” he said laughing, giving me a hug.
“Mean” I said into his chest, “Okay well, I’m going to eat and then I’m gonna go back to sleep. Okay, love?” I said happily, in my English accent.
“okay” he replied serving me a grilled cheese sandwich and tomato soup. I thanked him and we ate our lunch in a comfortable silence. When I finished my food I sat and looked at Josh for a minute.
“What?”
“Nothing, I was just thinking.” I said smiling, excusing myself to my bed.
“Later” I told him sweetly, kissing him on the lips.
“Was that successfully done?” I laughed.
“Yes, thank you” he said as his face turned redder by the second. I smiled to my self as I walked up to my room.

Joshua
The next morning I woke up expecting to be early like always. To my surprise I was really late I was supposed to go in at 9:00, it was 10:30.
“Shit, shit, shit, shit!” I got up and went to Maya’s room to wake her up.
“Maya, Maya! Wake up. We’re late!”
“I know that. I set your alarm clock to 10:30 when I came back to bed yesterday. We’re going in 6th period, at 12:00”
“Ugh. Okay, whatever” I said going into the bathroom to pee.
“Josh, I need your opinion on something” Maya trailed off as I came back into her room.
“On what? I’ll do the best I can”
“Okay,” she said getting up and going to her vanity table to start her make-up, “Well I like this guy right? But first Elijah is my boyfriend. And two, even if I didn’t have a boyfriend I don’t know if he would even be interested in me.”
“well,” I started, “I think you should tell this guy how you feel about him.” I said uneasily now knowing that she liked some other guy that was never in a million years going to be me.
“Thanks, Josh” She said getting up and walking past me into the bathroom. I stood there for a second, went past her in the bathroom to my room.

Maya
Oblivious! Josh is freaking O-B-L-I-V-I-O-U-S. I like him. I can’t believe I was so oblivious. He was so caring, so sweet, so…. “Ugh!” I screamed while I was walking in to Josh’s room.
“Are you okay?” Josh asked turning around.
“Uh..uh..” I stuttered looking at Josh. He was half naked. Low, tight pants boxers showing, along with his happy trail and no shirt. He is so sexy, I thought to myself.
“Maya? What’s up? Are you alright?”
“Hmmm? Yeah, fine.” I said dazed
Josh just looked at me confused and laughed.
“What’s up?”
“Umm well I need to change my shirt and then we can go.”
“You’re going to school in pajamas? You’re so weird. I love you.” He said amused.
I laughed nervously and walked into the bathroom, took off my shirt and opened the door to my room. “Oh crap” I exclaimed.
“What’s wrong?” Josh asked, peeking his head through the door.
“It’s locked.” I said walking back into his room.
“Nice shirt” he said addressing my bra.
“What is it with you and my bras?” I said walking out his door so I could go around to my room.
“It’s not my fault all of your bras are really sexy”
“Excuse me?” I said stopping in his doorway.
“I meant that they are really….I don’t know, racy I guess”“Whatever” I said laughing. When I got back into my room I got out a black and pink Good Charlotte t-shirt; that I had borrowed from my best friend, Traci. I put on my pink converse and went back into Josh’s room.
“Josh. Have you seen my book bag?”
“Yeah, it’s in the car”
“Oh, okay then, let’s go”
“Okay” Josh said grabbing his bag and phone.
“Oh wait; I need my phone and my Ipod.” I said walking back in to my room and grabbing both items off my desk next to my computer.
We went out to my car and I unlocked the doors so Josh could get in and I could lock up. When I got in I plugged in my iPod and turned on the car.
“God, what is this crap?” Josh asked me when my favorite band, Good Charlotte came on.
“Oh, shut up! You know I love them and I know you love…..Iron Maiden. I don’t get all mean when you listen to them.”
“I was just playing. I don’t hate them, I just….dislike them. But I like that song….Riot Girl. She reminds me of this girl that I like.”
“Oh…” I said gripping the steering wheel.
The drive after that was a big uncomfortable silence. I started getting really nervous because I knew that before we got to school I needed to tell Josh that I liked him, and also that I was about to get beaten by Elijah. Like always. I started breathing really heavily. I knew that Josh had noticed by now.
“Maya, what’s wrong with you; are you okay?”
“I don’t know” I said pulling over “You drive” I whispered getting out of the car automatically and getting into the passengers side.
“Something is up with you. I know that there is something bothering you. I can’t tell if its been a burden to you for a while or a new one, or both but I know something is bothering you. I just didn’t want to pressure you to tell me. But can you tell me now?”
“God, you’re good. Its both; I’ll tell you one of them now but the other is something I’m not strong enough to discuss with anyone at the moment but you’ll know soon.” I said my voice quivering.
“Umm…okay”
“Well, okay the guy that I like. It’s been bothering because I’ve been oblivious to him for a long time and I know that I should be with him right now. Well anyways. I like him a lot and he’s the guy that I was talking about this morning.”
“Oh, okay. So are you gonna tell me who he is?”
“Yeah, but…promise not to be like….mortified or something.”
“Okay” he said pulling into a parking spot in the student parking lot, cutting the engine.
“Okay, okay….okay…..the guy I like, is, is…..” I stammered.
“Spit it out”
“He’s you” I said abruptly, not wanting to see his reaction I quickly tried to get out of the car; but before I could even get a hold of the door he locked the doors. So I just sat there and started crying(See, when I get nervous I tend to cry).
“Maya, why are you crying? You don’t have to be nervous” He lifted my head up so he was looking at me right in the eye. He put his hand on my cheek and wiped a stray tear, then he kissed me deeply. I kissed him back, bringing him closer to me. He pulled away from me and smiled. I smiled back and hugged him. Simultaneously we looked at the clock we had a few minutes to get to lunch so I told him that I’d meet him there because I wanted to go talk to Traci. I kissed him goodbye and went Traci’s class. I got there just as the bell rang.
“TRACE!!!!” I screamed running to her.
“MAYA!!!!” She screamed back meeting me half way in a hug.
“I need to tell you something” I started.
“Go on…”
“I’m going to break up with Elijah” I told her quietly.
“Why? I thought you guys had it perfect?”
“Well, that’s not true and I’ll discuss that with you later but, mostly because he got me drunk and I’m not benefiting from this relationship.” I said
“That’s a good reason.”
“Yeah, so, sorry I didn’t show up to first period I wanted to sleep late today. Oh! I need to tell you that I realized yesterday that I am like almost deeply in love with a guy we know”
“Oh Em Gee! Who?!”
“You’ll se when we get to lunch”
“Is it….Justin? no. Eeeewuh! Ummm….I don’t know!”
I laughed. “Just wait till we get to lunch”
“Okay. Whatever”
“So how are you and Trent doing?
“Oh. Awesome! We spent the whole weekend together watching movies at my house. Well, he didn’t spend the night but he came over early the next morning and brought me breakfast. It was so sweet. I love him so much.”
“Awwwwww” I said noticing Josh was talking to Trent at our lunch table. He gave me shivers for the first time. It was so funny.
When we got to the table I hugged Josh and he gave me a kiss. We sat in unison and laughed when Trent and Traci looked at us in astonishment. A few minutes later I felt this really uncomfortable sensation in my back and I turned around. It was Elijah.
“Be right back” I said to the others as I quickly got up and walked Elijah back out in to the hallway.
“Hey, babe; what’s up?”
“Ummm…we need to talk.” I explained nervously. “You may not like it but it needs to be done.”
“Okay….” He said curiously.
“I want- no- we need to break up” I said quietly.
“What?! Why?” He said almost screaming and punching the lockers.
“Calm down. It’s just, I mean look at what happened on Saturday, you got me drunk, let me drive home, knowing I could have died and it was all because I wouldn’t put out for you. You abuse me! I haven’t told anyone because I feel so dumb for staying with you for so long. I hate you! I will never love you again.” I said walking away, holding back tears and hoping desperatley that he wouldn’t react to that. Hope was lost; he pulled on my arm and pushed me up against a locker, he pinned me there he was so close to my face, it was scary.
“You will stay with me and you will love me.”
“No I wont you desperate pig! I’m done with you” I said, regretting talking back to him, because of the blistering pain that came to my face when he hit it the three times that he did. My lip bled, I cried. He screamed at me to stop but I couldn’t which just caused me more pain. I kicked him in the shin and ran back into the cafeteria. But I started walking-I didn’t want to bring that much attention to myself- through the cafeteria out the back doors as Elijah ran behind me.
“Elijah. Please stop. You have to realize that causing someone pain does not make them want to do what you want. I loved you, I don’t now I’m sorry but please; I can’t take the pain anymore. Just stop.” I said walking past him, back towards the cafeteria. He called after me but I couldn’t turn around. When I got to the doors of the cafeteria they almost hit me in the face.
“Maya!” Traci screamed.
“Are you alright?” Josh asked, out of breath.
“Yeah, guys. I’m fine. I just can’t exactly go back to school, because of the fact that most of my afternoon classes are with him. So can we like leave? It’s not like they have any record of me and Josh being in school anyways.” I said wiping at tears
“Yeah, we can take my car.” Traci said

JOSH
We all piled into Traci’s car, me in the back with Maya and Trent in the passengers seat with Traci. We didn’t know where we were going but we were certainly not staying in school.
“Maya, what happened?” I whispered while hugging her tightly.
“I broke up with him” She replied suddenly bursting into tears.
“Hey, Trace, drop us off at home, we need to sort all this out.” I said realizing that it would be better if we could talk privately.
“Okay, no problemo.” She said making a sharp turn on our block.
When we got home I took Maya by the arm and guided her to the Living room.
“Now, Explain to me what happened.”

MAYA
“It all started about a month ago. Elijah and I were fooling around in his basement, and he started pressuring me to have sex with him. I refused, he got angry and started hitting me…..” I trailed off, crying, burying myself in his arms.
“It’s alright” Josh said comfortingly.
“And it continued almost every time I saw him after that. Whenever I disagreed with him I would get hurt. I never told you or anyone because he said that if I did he would hurt me in ways unimaginable.”
Josh continued comforting me and stroking my back as I cried into his chest. We lay their quietly on the couch for about 20 minutes until he asked, “what do you want to do?”
“About what? Elijah?
“No, today. We have the rest of the day off. What do you want to do? You don’t need to continue thinking about all this shit.”
“I want more peircings!”
“Maya, you have enough. You have up and down both ears, your nose and your tongue. What else is there?”

“Lip, eyebrow…nipples!” I said laughing.
Josh just looked at me as if I were completely insane; causing me to laugh even more.
“Well anyways, let’s go to the mall” he said picking me up playfully, my legs around his waist.
“Are you okay though? I mean we don’t have to go if you don’t wanna.” He asked with concern.
“Josh. I’m fine. I wanna go, I swear” I smiled at him looking deep into his beautiful green eyes. He kissed me then-deeply, it was the best kiss I’d ever had and it was because I could feel the love vibes coming off of him. Parting myself from him I realized something. “I’m sorry”
“For what?” he said with a clueless smile.
“The other night, when I was drunk, you said you loved me and I just realized that you meant it.”
“So? You didn’t? I mean I know you were drunk but you also said you knew everything that happened that night” he said, I could tell he was a bit disappointed about where this conversation had gone.
“Josh,” I stared holding his head in my hands. “I do. I do love you, you know that. I love you more than anything. I always have.” We just sat there for a minute my hands still cupping his face, staring into each others eyes. Suddenly he took in a deep breath and kissed me short and sweet. I laughed and he said,
“May, I love you too. With all my heart” I kissed him a gain and he put me down.
“Ah. Shit.” I smacked my forehead
“What?”
“We took Traci’s car home.”
He looked at me blankly.
“You’re so stupid sometimes. But it’s okay. We took Traci’s car and mine is still at school.”
“Ohhhhh.”
“What time is it?“ I said laughing at him
“12:45”
“Wow. Not even one. What should we do?”
“Lets just take the bus and you can go get it later”
“Ok”
We walked out the door and down the street to the bus stop. It didn’t take long for the bus to arrive. When we got to the mall we went to Urban Outfitters and Hot Topic. I bought some jeans a vintage-y shirt from Urban Outfitters and Hair dye from Hot Topic that Josh didn’t feel I needed. We were leaning on the rail outside Hot Topic when I asked him if he would take me to get my eyebrow pierced.
“Please babe??”
“Ugh. Go away. You and your cute eyes” he said putting his arm around my waist.
“Should I Stay or Should I Go?”
“What?”
“You told me to go away, but I can’t exactly go away if you have your arm around my waist.” As I said this I put my arms around his neck. We stood there kissing- short sweet kisses just for a couple minutes.
“You two having fun?”
We parted to see Traci and Trent. I laughed nodding.
“What are you two doing here? Just an hour and a half ago I dropped you guys off with this one in teas.” Trace said pointing at me.
“Yeah, we talked. I told him everything and we didn’t wanna stay in the house all day so we came to the mall.”
“And you guys are all slobber slobber all over each other? I don’t even wanna know what goes on behind the closed doors of your house.”
“Oh shut up! We wouldn’t be like this if it was possible to see Elijah here. But since its only like 2:00…”
“Ohhh. Good point.”
“Thanks” I said smiling.
“So what are you guys gonna do?”
“well I was just attempting to talk Josh into letting me get my eyebrow pierced.”
“Yeah, unsuccessfully” Josh interjected.
“Oh! Lets go! Come on Josh! Let her get it! I’m gonna get my lip!”
“No Way!” I squealed. “You’re afraid of needles!”
“I know. But I’m gonna suck it up and do it. You know how much I want it.”
“True, true. Is your mom gonna be okay with it though?”
“Yeah, she said she was a couple days ago. Is Josh okay with you getting your eyebrow?” we both looked at Josh with anticipation on our faces.
“Okay! Okay! Just stop looking at me like that. But to the guy you’re my younger sister.”
“Ahh! Thank you! You’re the best!”
“Mhmm. I love you too”
I gave him a really big kiss and practically ran down the escalator with Traci holding my hand along the way. Right as I was going to step into the store josh pulled me and looked me in the eye.
“What?” I said with a wild smile on my face.
“Are you completely positive you want this piercing?”
“Yeah, I mean if I don’t like it then I’ll just take it out and it’ll close.”
“Okay then. Go in”
“Kay.”

-So yeah i'm writing more right now, i didnt realize i had the rest in a notbook, i'll post up the rest in a bit. and keep in mid that there are probably major mistakes in this cause i havent edited it in a while but yeah, i'll update everything and edit it when i add the rest of the story. thanks for reading.<3-